Yes or No

YES or NO.

No.. there is no maybe.

Yes or No

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???

Graaah.. This is the first time EVER I had to deal with a situation like this..
Ngeh..

Haziq, you know what I'm talking about.

I want to give it a shot.. but I got promises to keep.
I want to know how it feels.. but I cant risk losing what I already have.
I know that I can do it.. but I dont know if I can retain the commitment.
I know that lotsa others are gonna kill for that offer.. but I guess I'm not 'lots of others'.

I need a friend who knows me and cares and also probably someone who can give a different outlook as well as encouragement~

Tomorrow is the deadline.
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*Ya Allah.. Please show me the best choice for ME to make and Do not make me regret my decisions, whatever it may be.. Please~

**When I first declined without hesitation, is that in a way Allah's way of saying "No, Fiqa.. You're not to join that family.."

H.E.L.P.

S.O.S.

T_T