Poetry and song

ETERNITY – Deiah Haddock
I lie in bed at night and pray
That you will think of me
I cry until my eyelids close
And dream-eternity.

I wake to sunlight on my face
For a moment I forget
Then a cloud passes by
And I realize, this is it.

I carry on throughout the day
Feigning joy and feeling pain
I long to gaze upon your face
And share a smile, an embrace

The day is drawing to an end
And still I think of you
I try to relax, yet in my mind
I wonder what to do.

So now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord, my soul will keep
And should you chance to think of me
Know that I love you-eternally.


This song represents the situation and the feelings I was in November 2006. I made a few changes to suit the situation.. Don't b angry 'THE FRAYS'!! hehe..
Adapted from THE FRAY "How To Save A Life"

Step one he say we need to talk
I walk he said sit down it's just a talk
I smile politely back to him
He stares politely right at me

Some sort of window to my right
As he goes left and I stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And I begin to wonder why I came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with him all night
Had I known how to save his life

(He) Let me know that he knows best
Cause after all he does know best
(I) Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence

(He) Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things I've told him all along
And I pray to God he hears me
And I pray to God he hears me (cry)

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with him all night
Had I known how to save his heart

As he begins to raise his voice(You are too ego! You are just like Amzar!)
I lower mine and he grants me one last choice :
Drive until I lose the road
Or break with the ones I've followed(break up and be friends now rather than in the future)

He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything(he said he tried to save our relationship)
Or he'll say he's just not the same(his feelings for me is gone)
And I begin to wonder why I came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with him all night
Had I known how to save our lives

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with him all night
Had I known how to save our love

How to save our hearts
How to save our love

Where did I go wrong, I lost my friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with him all night
Had I known how to save our hearts

Where did I go wrong, I lost my man
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with him all night
Had I known how to save our love...