"The worst kid of heartache comes from emptiness - because there is no source to heal it" (NAS, 2009)
I don't know.. it feels empty..
and I'm tired..
*It's called a business transaction.. you offer something in return for another. Don't you know?
"All the times I've wasted on you
All the BULLSHIT YOU PUT ME THROUGH
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you - Lovedrunk, Boys Like Girls"
Couldn't agree more. but then again, you ARE the stranger in my life.
You've done everything you could to make sure I'm the one who will be the bad person~
Congratulations.
You've done your damage.
You've caused worse.
So why don't you just leave? FOREVER.
Because your secrets are perfectly safe~
so many words in my head..
TOO many in fact.. but I cant get them out fast enough~
need to sleep..
need to rest..
all of my body, spirit and mind..
*thank you to SMFP and Runners' Team for your cooperation and fast thinking~
=)
1) Now I know.
2) Please respect our differences.
3) I am not a superwoman.
And you are not flawless.
*What's the point.
You never really understand anyway.
You don't care.
You never did.
Semua akan sayang dia.
Sebab saya hanyalah sandaran bagi semua yang ada.
"If love is a battlefield, then ignorance is my best defense - nas"
"Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag,
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor - Battlefield, Jordin Sparks"
"Just a day,
Just an ordinary day.
Just trying to get by.
Just a boy,
Just an ordinary boy.
But he was looking to the sky.
And as he asked if I would come along
I started to realize
That everyday you find
Just what he's looking for,
Like a shooting star he shines.
He said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
And as he spoke, he spoke ordinary words
Although they did not feel
For I felt what I had not felt before
You'd swear those words could heal.
And as I looked up into those eyes
His vision borrows mine.
And I know he's no stranger,
For I feel I've held him for all of time.
Please come with me,
See what I see.
Touch the stars for time will not flee.
Time will not flee.
Can you see?
Just a dream, just an ordinary dream.
As I wake in bed
And the boy, that ordinary boy
Or was it all in my head?
Didn't he asked if I would come along
It all seemed so real... - Ordinary Day, Vanessa Carlton"
but it was only a dream..
a fantasy conjured by a lonely soul - ME~
.nas.
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